Essay

3 October 2014

My First Month In USM

Time flies. Its already a month after i entering USM. Too many things happened and I really hope to share out. Today post isn't related to studio but it's my personal feeling after a month in USM.
Today, 3rd of October, is the day where we need to submit our Project 2. Its only been one month but we already done 2 project from studio and one from built environment which is The Dome!

Life in HBP is so challenging, stress, sleepless and frustrating but at the same time i feel fun, happy, excitement and i learn a lot. It's a brand new experience and this is where i have come to know a better me. I felt changes in me, where i became more open in accepting the fact, braver in knowing friends and know how to carry responsible. I know my role and what should i done in my position.

To be frank, I'm not a person with princess syndrome but back to the days in home, I'm not a hardworking person too. I'm lazy and just do things when I'm forced too. I'm not a person that will miss home easily but i'm not an out-going person too. Even though we're out for a fun trip or vacation, i miss home the next moment. I'm not very attached but some times i just miss the comfort zone of mine and don't willing to come out from it. This making me not independence enough and i rely a lot to my family. After entering USM, I'm forced to be an independence person and also a strong person. This is where i will train my self for the next 3 years. I'll have to do all the things by myself and couldn't rely to my family. Just like Project 1 and 2, if i'm still at home, for sure i will ask my father to help me as he is really good in it ( no idea why i'm not and my drawing really worst) but now living alone here, i can only ask friends for guidance and then do all the work myself. It's fun though! I felt proud when i done the project and wondering how i have come this far. I don't have any artistic talent in me but i believe if I put more effort in it, one day i will succeed and that is the time i will be so proud of myself.

The 1st month in USM makes me learn 2 things, which is
1. Never Give Up and there is no way to give up! Stop complaining and get your job done!
2. Enjoy life to the fullest! no matter what condition is it, just enjoy and set the inner you to be free and accept everything with a positive attitude!

Gonna head to studio and accept another challenge!
Its a brand new day ! ^^



The Last Month in Studio100 ( First Year Studio )